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my Hundred Years War

my war, that I must fight for nigh one hundred years a war within me, a war against myself my own friend and foe, my own enemy and ally, an unholy contradiction a war of me, against me, for me, over me over where I w…
Lukewarm

Lukewarm, stuck in the middle between where I was and where I want to be, between doing nothing and doing something. In transition- an awkward place, a place of stagnation in between doing something and doing nothing, f…
The Real Me (both of them)

I am me, but who am I? I am two, one you see and one I hide. I show you the good, but the ugly I keep inside. Two parts, rolled into one. The ugly I hide because I am ashamed. The ugly I hate because it is not who I w…
Restless

Another restless night, alone with my thoughts racing through my head. They will not stop, they will not leave, I cannot hide. I see problems all around me. The world is broken, and my heart along with it. I don't know…